To get away

Now that I feel the side effects somewhat acutely, and they are not going to get any lighter (on the contrary chemo is cumulative) I offered to run away for two days to RI with George before my next chemo. I couldn't use my arms much because of the arthritic pain, but I reasoned with George that I can just keep them in my pockets and he can do the rest... and it is much better to walk around and take my mind off it vs sitting at home.

Thank God, Gwen is back from college on a winter break and is babysitting Max for two days. 

It is an hour and a half ride, but feels like a different world, away from everything. And it is nice to relax and enjoy this alternative reality, walking down Benefit St in Providence or the Breakers mansion in Newport. 

It was a really needed respite for George, who tends to lock up all his worries, to get away from it all and recharge. 

And two beautiful days with my husband were WONDERFUL!

4th day after chemo

Sunday. It has been 4 days since my first chemo --- and the first day or two I barely had
any side effects, except the expected fatigue and inability to fall asleep at night. 

Sunday morning I woke up unable to bend my fingers, feeling like the Edward Scissorhands character. Even after an hour wearing heater gloves to ease it a bit, the horrible arthritic inflammation was here to stay. Suddenly you realize how little you can do with the unbending fingers.

Beyond that, it was the day as usual -- even managed to finish the rabbit papier-mâché for the upcoming year of the rabbit (mainly drawing eyes) and had dinner and a movie at a friend's house!