The AC chemotherapy to me feels more draining (I have one every other Thursday, then have the next two weeks off, while the previous one I had two difficult days and then life went back to normal), toxic and weak.
In the latest cycle of AC chemotherapy, every Thursday, I either have the exhaustive chemo infusion or not. But on the "not days" it seems my body can't easily accept that it is an easy day. My body, like an unruly teenager, rebels!!!
So off week Thursdays are the worst. So far, every Wednesday night to Thursday on the off weeks with no treatment I am the sickest: sometimes fever, insomnia, overwhelming nausea, and throwing up half the night, or a debilitating cough; and all day in bed barely able to move.
But by the end of the day Thursday, after overwhelming sickness and weakness, I feel like life is back to normal ---- how can I not believe in psychosomatic symptoms after this?
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